Satsujin-Ken

The Jester

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Letter to: by Satsujin-Ken, literature

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Letter to:

Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?! Why?!? Why am I still alive? How am I not dead? Is this your idea of a joke? Do you think this is funny? Do you enjoy torturing me? Will it ever end? No? It won't? Why not? It's because you enjoy watching my heart bleed, isn't it? or is it the sound of my soul being torn into hair thin pieces? Do you know what you have done to me? Will you let it end so that I may move on? Will you ever bestow mercy upon my soul? You say you love me... but is it true? If not, will it ever be? No? Yes? Please... tell me the answer...

Without love, there is no fear by Satsujin-Ken, literature

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Without love, there is no fear

Most state that Fear and Love are the most extreme ends of the emotional spectrum, but, if that is true, then... figuratively, there is no spectrum at all. Reason being, is that love IS fear, and fear IS love. Love has caused many of us to fear many things in that relationship.. i.e. a break-up or a fight. You don't want love to end, so you fear that it might, but... in fearing the end, you come to cherish what you have. Love cause fear, and fear causes love, as in this, if you fear the public, or large crowds, you love being alone. You love your lonelyness, the emptiness of your own personal space. If you fear death, you come to love being a

Cancelled Out by Satsujin-Ken, literature

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Cancelled Out

Thank you for freeing me. You have set my soul free. You allowed me, to openly express myself, and not leave my emotions on the top shelf. I loved you truly, and still do. Even if you didn't say, "I love you." I know you did a little, right? That's why I followed you, because we were tight. I protected you when others talked bad. and you calmed me when I was mad, but then... You rose it up again... You told me you had only 'claimed me.' That you only 'liked me.' My love for you was meant to stay, but you didn't love me the same way. I wish we were still together, I really do. Don't you, at least a little bit, too? I thank yo

...I don't know... by Satsujin-Ken, literature

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...I don't know...

What is this I feel? Is it love? Unsealed? But... this is a new one... It has never been done... It feels so fresh.. so new... As fresh as the morning's dew.. I cannot place it. It can't be love.. Cause I have felt it before, from above... I know it though, some how... Yes.. I'm sure I know it now. It's desire. Unbridaled, yet unlustful, desire. It tends to, unleashing my soul's dead fire. But... what has caused this feeling? Is it just that I long for another being? It has to be.. what else is there? But... for me... it's the only thing here. Do you cause it? The love I have for you? or is it the love that you share for me,

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Her Own Shell by BleedBlack-CryRed, literature

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Her Own Shell

She sits and stares out the window. Hating herself more and more by the day. The scars hurting more now, than when she made them. Why isn't anybody there? She needs someone to hold onto... But no one's around. No one cares. She's alone in her own shell. Perfect hair, and a man's stare... These are things she wished would go away. So broken and cold. Why isn't anybody there? She needs someone to hold onto... But no one's around. No one cares. She's alone in her own shell. Her own shell... People bring her down. But as life goes on...she'll remember one thing... Love isn't everything. Why isn't anybody there? Life isn't ea

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My Devil Within by Satsujin-Ken, visual art

My Devil Within

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Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Close enough to know your not wearing deoderant...
Favourite genre of music: Punk Rock
Favourite photographer: ~Levema
Favourite style of art: Whatever it would be that I do.
Operating System: Windows XP, but I want Linux's RedHat (Virus Free)
MP3 player of choice: The one I have, a Panasonic SL-SX420
Shell of choice: The one I am stuck in... Please let me out? *knocks on the shell*
Wallpaper of choice: The Coca-Cola wallpaper in my Grandma's house!!!
Skin of choice: The one I am wearing. I can't change mine... though I wish I could.
Favourite cartoon character: Himura Kenshin, Yusuke, Inuyasha, and Vash the Stampede
Personal Quote: Isn't it funny how the Lonely and Loved icons are right after the other?

Favourite Visual Artist

*ForsakenReality

Favourite Movies

Who cares anymore? It's not as tho anyone is really reading this.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Unwritten Law

Favourite Writers

~Evanescent1, Edgar Allen, Robert Frost

Favourite Games

D & D

Favourite Gaming Platform

XBox... (only one I've got...)

Tools of the Trade

Pencil and paper (What else is there?) Then to teh Scanner!

Other Interests

Anime. Which includes: Trigun, Naruto, Cowboy BeBop, and Guardian Angel Getten

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Satsujin-Ken

May 31, 2007

Heylo...

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Hey everyone. I'm back again to let you all know that I'll be uploading more pics this week. I'm going to be attempting to color my pics with just 24 fine-tipped permenant markers.. but I'm going to use a technique that my friend ForsakenReality (https://www.deviantart.com/forsakenreality) used once.. since it would work best. :p Wish me luck... it will be a challenge. -_-; PEACE!!

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Satsujin-Ken

Apr 21, 2007

And a good 420 it was...

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Today was awesome. I didn't have work or anything, so I was just out and about.. do my thing, all damn day. I kicked it with just about everyone today, thanks to mah girl, Kisha, and I made sure everybody was happy befroe calling it a night at midnight and coming home. Great it was... great it was. Oh, came up with a 420 saying, or my very own.. 'Stoner Prayer.' lol : Big Blunts.. Wicked Pipes.. Hardcore Bongs.. and no Fights. -Amen- I'll be up tongith possibly drawing, so look out for new stuff. May try new techniques and styles. Never know! :p Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease!! ~Alex

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Satsujin-Ken

Apr 8, 2007

Alrighty people!

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So.. this evening, otherwise known as the great and early morning, I'm hyper beyond any sort of comprehension... Unless, of course, you've done adderol before. Then you catch why I'm hyper. :p It's been helping me focus on my work and such, since my job is becoming more demanding and all since I'm being bumped up to Crew Leader!! Whoo!! For those of you I haven't let know... I currently work at a Sonic. It's fun.. been there 'bout 6 monthes, and run it like the managers do. So.. this promotion is well deserved. But, I just got done stopping in the middle of this journal entry, and taking like.. 30 minutes or more to just send a bunch of rando

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YOOOOOOOOO!!

Thanks for the

**poke**

You've been tagged! Read my journal from March 1 for rules

DeviantlyMyOwnPerson

Jan 29, 2007

Hey! Hope you had a great birthday! By the way you sorta need to change your id info... I really doubt that you're 16 anymore and the 6th jokers card was out a few years ago. I have it, too.

ForsakenReality

Jan 22, 2007

*pre-emptive strike*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! *glompus*

ForsakenReality

Nov 8, 2006

*pokes* Liar!